Reflection Time!
Damn, so I haven’t been on this shit in forever. I was goin through some of my old posts and I realized goddamn I was a deep thinker haha.
I remembered when there was a time when I was comfortable with just spreadin my thoughts and feelings out here….. Then life happened. Shit got busy and I just didn’t have enough time to just pause and think.
I was reading my last real post before I took a hiatus from tumblr. I read it and all I could think to myself was that shit’s the same, minus the fact that the NBA season wasn’t goin on back then lol. When I was reading that post all I could think was that everything from that post just got intensified and not really better.
I mean work is still work and it’s gotten a lot more busy since then… people gettin fired and shit…. Not gonna lie, it’s gotten a bit more depressing around there but I’m movin to downtown soon so maybe that fresh ocean air will make things better.
As for that shoulder to lean on, I’ve met some of the most amazing people you’ll ever meet since my last post. I’m happy to have met all of them because everyday, after that long day at work, I forget any problems I got every time I chill with them. Don’t know how much I really express that to them but I’m very thankful to have all of them in my life. Still working on finding that real shoulder to lean on but we’ll see what happens haha.